The only problem is one of my heart. I am a task oriented person. My "American" nature is still not accustomed to a different pace of accomplishing those tasks. And in this- I realize yet again that my Lord has taken a back seat. The most important thing we can do, and are supposed to do is worship and Love Him. This(though at the core of what we are doing) has not been the forefront of all we do. It is so easy to be distracted, jump into the "biz" of ministry, that we lose the ministry possibilities in it all.
It is time to take His purpose and purpose in our hearts to fulfill it. God is so amazing, so worthy, so wonderful.
Will try to have a more insightful post once the "heart purpose" takes time to listen to His whisper better. ;-)